Is the word that popped into my head since I finished my paper. Didn't know what it meant, still don't know what it means. Insecure or something but maybe I thought of it because of icarus. That boy that wanted to fly in kerning?






It is of great happiness to be able to take pictures! Even when it turns out shitty. Like this one.

Have been having dreams related to photography. Perhaps it's a sign!! To start thinking about spm and not derail.

I mean, if you don't dream about what you're supposed to be worried about then your head isn't really in the game right?

Haihs. This morning I couldn't find my ic anywhere! Part of me says ask someone whether they've seen it or not! But I didn't because I'd be in trouble for that. I guess I was simply in denial, this isn't happening to me!!!

Later on I found out that dad has it. I dropped it last week in the car.

Before exam started I panicked. Why? I couldn't find my eraser anywhere. Objective paper too. Waliao damn scared but calm at the same time, telling myself you can get through this, just blacken at the very last minute. The invigilator even asked if anyone didn't have their erasers with them, I'd wanted to raise my hands already but instead I went for my pocket. Tada! Exam grade in my hand.

Haihs. That ought to teach me not to be unprepared.






Since when?? Since when does mister potato need this? Three motorcycles in a row too.

 

Ahh TV.

I promised myself I’d study and thought this weekend would be a great one.

To study.

Even when the “other asian” in Glee look-a-like said in real life how “if he were to study then…” , I was actually shocked at the thought of not studying. On Friday.

“or are they just gonna put that stupid green peacock on the corner of the screen?”

So now it’s Saturday midnight and I’ve wasted one day!

Watched 3 seasons of 30 Rock though. At times I have to physically stop myself from laughing too hard.

“Fat girl, let me count your neck rings”

What am I gonna do!! Haven’t touched a page!!

Page.. heh. hehehehe.

Lunch was somewhat enjoyable. I saw another angle this was taken at and I was rather surprised to see a much elevated perspective.

Nothing much to rant about (hallelujah). When I saw the question I went WOOT! FRICTION BABEH! Better than some chemistry reaction crap you know? Then again I shan’t feel too good about it.

 

ZOMBIELAND! Miss the smell of popcorn I guess. Then again everytime I see box office movies I get all critical and grouchy, knowing that I’ve spent so much on movies that weren’t really good. I’m the victim of vile marketing and nice posters. Then again the movies felt as if they were good since the company was good. Some at least.

Don’t exactly know why everyone flocked to see 2012 too. I like John Cusack, his roles in nervous wide-eyed characters and all. Ought to watch disaster movies on a big screen though but 2012? Hmm.

Had an 8 hour sleep! Oh my goodness it was so good!

Woke up when I was dreaming about walking around with D90 on the neck and waist, taking videos but it was a fuss I tell you! Manual focus and all. :/ Guess it’s not really usable. But then… Well no buts actually since it heats up quickly if you take videos. Haiyo. First camera to have the video function mah. I think. I’ve been dreaming about the process of taking pictures lately. Is it normal?? I can never dream about flying either, wonder how people do it. Maybe I’m so stuck in my poo that I can’t break free.

Don’t suppose it was Indo… Was with classmates though. We went upstairs in this beat up building. When we got up we saw a bunch of band people, then again most of the faces were KRS’s.  Hahahaha.

Then someone said something about “Your favourite currency is from xx, mine is rupiah!!” while he was flipping through some currency collection that we somehow had, that might be a good idea if you were to go around the world eh? I’m pretty sure we were in Indonesia. Or not. @_@

I wrote the plot of 500 days of summer for spm. Don’t suppose it was any good either but yeah I can’t write anything else I’m not obsessing about. Wrote about how memories are peculiar… Then today’s GG episode said all that crap about memories being subjective. My goodness. The threesome was just… Not my favourite people doing it! I’m positive that I won’t be getting great results for sej. Which is a waste because paper one went so well. SO WELL. SO VERY WELL!!

T_T

Screwed!! Couldn’t stop thinking about how if I were in chs. I’d be a good girl.